My anxiety is severe at the moment. My nails are badly chewed and my fingers are sore. Although my anxiety is bad I am getting through and trying my best to keep well.
Yesterday I went to Salford with my partner Johnpaul. We met my youngest daughter Molly as she had an interview with a job agency. She looked lovely with a royal blue blouse and navy trousers, she is such a beautiful warm and loving young lady. Anyhow we had a look around the Lowry and me and Mol did a quick sketch of one of Lowry’s pictures to put with others on display. Molly drew a cottage and I did a seaside picture. There were a short film of a man who had had his feet tied up in duct tape and trying to break free from it, it was uncomfortable to watch. We then had a pasty and a drink in the cafe. It was raining really heavy and we hope it would ease off but it didn’t so we made a dash to the shops. JP stayed in another coffee shop and me and Mol had a look around the shops. I bought JP as lovely rain jacket, some shorts and some canvas boards. I bought myself some more watercolours. We then met up with JP and had another drink.
I had a really lovely day and realize that although I have mental health problems I have come along way with my personal development.
I had left my dog Patrick at my friend Wendys. She has a dog called Maisie and I take her out and bring her over to mine so that she has some company. Patrick was happy to see me and I felt so much happier that he had not been on his own. It’s good that he has his doggy friends.
It has helped to calm my nerves a little writing on here today.
Love Pix Xxx